“How long have you been awake?” I ask. In the light everything feels tense and awkward again. I can almost believe last night was a dream. Julian put his fingers in my hair. Julian touched me. I let him touch me.

I liked it.

You have to understand. I am no one special. I am just a single girl. I am five feet two inches tall and I am in-between in every way. But I have a secret. You can build walls all the way to the sky and I will find a way to fly above them. You can try to pin me down with a hundred thousand arms, but I will find a way to resist. 


DELIRIUM MEME | Three colours (1/3) » Blue

Julian’s eyes are pure blue today, a summer color. Sometimes they turn stormy, like the ocean at dawn; other times they are as pale as new sky. I am learning them all.


BOOK MEME ★ Eight male characters  [6/8] → Julian Fineman

I have never seen him in person before, although I have seen his face on posters and in the back of pamphlets. Julian is famous. He is a martyr to the cause, a hero to the DFA, and president of the organization’s youth division.


The Boy from The  W i l d s   &  The Boy from The  T u n n e l s

Alex Sheathes & Julian Fineman

The condemner and the condemned. The executioner; the blade; the last- minute reprieve; the gasping breath and the rolling sky above you and the thank you, thank you, thank you, God. Love: It will kill you and save you, both.


“Love: It will kill you and save you, both.” 

The deadliest of all deadly things: It kills you both when you have it and when you don’t.


It was craziness. Amor deliria nervosa, the deadliest of all deadly things.